GROWING O-L-D

i hate the realization with this "growing UP" understatement...

for me, growing UP or shall i say growing old means a lot of responsibilities..

I've learned everything has its own purpose in life..
I'm not complaining though..i'm just airing my thoughts for today since I'm not that busy with the clinic. I miss the times when I'd get up from bed thinking about what to do first--either watch dvd's or surf the internet, or go out for coffee and breakfast.
Now, I get up, check my emails, then leave for work.I don't even have time for breakfast and since I'm coffee-banned then that leaves me for nothing.
My financial source is on drought--and my bills are getting higher.
My shopping days were way back dead...now it's all buried 6-ft below the ground (thanks to e-bay and multiply I get regular deliveries for my clothing and accessories)
LOVE---the deadliest of all..I'm getting nearer to my deadline!!( cuz I promised myself to have a baby @ 27) But we're both unstable financially, and we both have dreams to fulfill.. career-wise we're getting there *almost* but I'm reluctant with the way things are with our relationship being sacrificed..things are way too dormant;boring; and so routine..I don't feel IT anymore..

SO I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP!!!

GO FOR DEPTH OVER BREADTH

The best portion of a good man's life is his little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.---William Wordsworth

Gold, silver, precious stones, oil, natural gas, and virtually all precious metals and minerals come from mining the depths of the earth.These precious substances tend to be isolated pockets or veins and thus, mining requires hard work, careful planning, and courage. The results, however, produce genuine wealth, opportunity, and world standards of value.

So it is also with friendships, health, good relationships, faith, self-worth, hope, competency, a good reputation, and love. All these and the other great treasures of life require cultivation, diligence, discipline, and intensity of effort, but the result is an unfettered life of simplicity and worth. Focus on the real treasures of life.

To simple live and love well, dig deep into what truly matters.