LAMENT

those are the good ol' days...

i can't believe time flew so fast...
i could still remember my first enrollment day in college..i was with my mom when she entered me to an all-female dormitory.
as i entered thru the gate--i met my first friend in Cebu---Yen..

I could still remember all the giggles...when I would rush-pack the baggages on weekends just to see my "so-called sweety" (aptly now called as "my ex")..and talk with friends and cousins...

when I had my first serious and "REAL" boyfriend ( I couldn't forgive myself for busting our first romantic date--i know i know it was really my fault)

when I truly fell inlove---

I also won't forget the staggering, mind-blogging days with my theses.. and the gigolo's at school..all the ankle-bodily aching internship at the clinic..the irritating patients and the most understandable clinical instructors...

*tears*

now, as i've entered a new "gate" in my life...i want to thank the Lord for rebuilding me to a new "me"

I know some people would try to scratch me up and fill me in with social issues...I know I shouldn't let them crush me..--I'm way too better than that..

I have my friends, who are truly devoted in supporting me..by not buying all my negative thoughts, but correcting my evil deeds..

I have my cousins---who always share and trust me with their secrets..

I have my colleagues--who tolls me up to the most interesting knowledge and inputs with our profession and career...


I have my family---my mom who is so devoted in loving and caring for her children--for being a role model to an educated citizen like me..for molding me to become a sensible woman that I am right now..
--my papzy,, who loves me so much..the way he teaches me about things in life...the way he instilled humility in my senses...the way he encourages me to do things the right way..and the way he strengthens me to face the negative side of life..the way he tells me that everything will be okay,and that he loves me no matter what happens...he never showed any evil deeds when I grew up..he is a perfect father to me..and i love him so much..---my sister, with all the "kikayans" in life...I thank you for making me more beautiful inside and out..for lending me everything (from hairclips to ribbons., from skirts to dress, from shoes to bags) you have been my fashion consultant all these years..--to my silly brother...for enjoying your childhood years with me..for teaching me all the ball-games..for strolling with me on the neighborhood with our roller blades on..i so love you all!!!

to the one who totally changed my life--MY MAN
you are the one I've always prayed for..having you in my life filled all the emptiness that I felt before I met you...you make me feel secured with your arms within me...you made me feel right when everything else is wrong..you made me feel loved..you've changed everything else that's bothering me...you made me feel beautiful with your gaze....you are my life now..and i love you so much..

Now, I can proudly say that I'm ready for all the challenges that life would bring me..I have everything that I need..nothing more, nothing less....

my funny valentine

"Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart." ~Unknown

make haste

thank you =)

THANK YOU JUD =)