My second ORTHO case

been working with this case for a month already...
I'm loving it!! the challenge is quite bearable and I'm very anxious to see the result of my treatment plan... =)

Interesting SOMETHING....

Have you ever...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other
person does not care as much, or at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid.... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think ,afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie.... the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had.

No one waits forever... WHAT WOULD YOU DO...

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
* What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
* What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
* What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
* What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I
love them?

Some people love, and some people die. But I want to tell you that you are a friend. If something happened to me tomorrow, you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?

why LIFE is not impossible

Awhile ago I was busy chatting with my friend through Yahoo messenger. She said she really felt so frustrated with work and it has already affected her social as well as her love life. Worst it has even lowered her faith in God. She told me that she's been quite out-of-stand for the past 2 months already....

Life at all is not that impossible if you just live freely with your soul. No hesitations, no eliminations, just pure acceptance for what you truly believe in. I for once was a total wreck.. I was hopeless with work, I struggled on my own without the help of anybody else.. I was de-illuminated. I WAS LOST...

There was a certain point in my life wherein I would not conceal myself into prayers. That I would picture what others would think of me. I go for what's easy and unpride. I take on what others think of me, and that I accepted it as if it "was" really me. I just smile, ran out of words, throat-stuck and walk away.

But that has stopped me from doing the things that I really want to do. I wanted to sing, but afraid of the humiliation. I wanted to dance, but afraid if I might stumble. I wanted to do my best, but afraid to fail in the end... I was "ick-ish".

One day, on my way to work, I saw an old woman, bent inward positionally, she was trying to cross the street. I walked her through the pedestal. And I slowly held her hand, guided her out from the traffic. We both ended up at the church, so I let go of her and asked her to take care. She just stared at me, nodded, then walked away. I was then back to awareness that I was late for work so I hurried on my way to the clinic. That day was the busiest day I could remember. I ended my last treatment around 8pm. My back was aching intermittently, and my gastric juice is squeezing my appetite. When I got home, I ran into bed and slept. I didn't even change my working clothes.

I woke up around 2am. And I felt hunger. So I hurried into the refreshments, and took some bread crumbs and cheese. Then I remembered that I haven't slipped off my working clothes yet.
I took a quick shower and rested in bed. I suddenly remembered the "lola" that I helped at the street that day. I just didn't remember that moment, what entered into my mind was the facade of the altar of the church. It has been weeks since I last attended mass.
I jumped out of bed and started to pray. I never realized how long that prayer was for me, but I just felt my cheeks wet and knew I was crying. I don't even know why I was crying!!

That day was a relief. I could just imagine the pain I've dealt with before that day came. Right now, that pain had vanished. I feel so happy and blessed. I just wanted to live the life that I have right now.

I never contemplate on the negative feelings that I've had before. I just know that I'm happy and entertained with the sight of my being. I'm loving my job, I quit staring at the blank air, there were no unreasonable arguments with my boyfriend. Everything in my life right now is equally hummed. So you see, if you feel doubts and hesitations about yourself...Think about this: life is really not that impossible to deal with.. BECAUSE LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT.

haappy birthday LIAM!!!

hApPy BIRTHDAY BABY!!! MWAH*

more hundreds for tita ok???
i miss you so much little boy...
xoxo

ME

YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
ME...
AS YOU PLEASE...
BUT I AM WHAT I AM
and that's something you
can NEVER be.............
whooooshhh!!! xoxo

to my Bb.... =)

Thank you b........for you've been the vanity of my soul..
the epiphany of every humorous shtick...
and bit by bit i'm beginning to realize how life's tragedy
could be one's happy ending...not just for a moment,
but for ETERNITY....wabsyu!!! .........10